Tangle and Tango and loop

Despite living it everyday, I come around again and again to the fact that, for a majority of people, life is boring. Do the things that help you survive: work, eat, sleep, excrete waste, engage in sexual activity, entertain yourself, maintain relationships. All of the universal things that share a larger similarity, but small details […]

Stacks and stacks and stacks

I’m over my latest bout of canker sores. That’s good. I’ve been wondering if I’ve had them so frequently because of some external force like a disease rather than an internal source like stress. Thinking back on the past month, both seem as likely as the other. Been around a lot of people and the […]

Flickering Light

It feels like it’s been a long time since I last sat down and wrote, despite it only being a week. My instinct is to think that it’s because it is a long time, at least for myself. I used to be able to sit and write three or four times a week at minimum. […]

Thinking

I’ve been depressed for the past few weeks. Probably longer, but the feelings and thoughts have been more notable as of late. Like everything that occurs, there’s multiple reasons why I’ve been depressed. Many of them are out of reach of my influence – people and systems in place. The ones that are within my […]

Yes, I’m still alive

I’ve recently been going through a lot of mental stuff. I attribute a part of it to work. There’s a lot of things that’s to be said regarding my workplace, but the first thing that comes to mind is the fact that I don’t have a schedule that aligns with the people in my social […]